I wish someone could hold me

Without any judgement and biased rays 

Just when I feel tired 

When I get overburdened

When I push everyone away

I wish someone could just say

'it's okay' in the midst of that darkness 

Fading me away from everything 

I wish I had someone to lean over 

Someone to capture me without any disgrace 

I don't know if I need someone 

But I want someone at least to keep me safe

To make me laugh in the harsh times

To make me feel alive when I feel to die

As I wish, as I hope, as I believe 

One day someone for sure

When I lend my hand towards

When I come forward

I wish someone could stare deep within me

In the depths I don't let anyone through 

The pain drawn beneath

Hidden and concealed dramatically 

Like someone could just show up for me

When my anger is uncontrollable 

The rage within is unbearable 

I wish someone could just sit beside 

And feel the essence of my breaths 

I hold inside,

Like a shower of storms

underlying under the front-end 

of silence and calm