The Sounds of Middle-Class Life: A Symphony of Everyday Rhythms

Explore the unique sounds of an Indian middle-class home, from the hourly chimes of an Ajanta clock to the everyday hustle. A nostalgic and rhythmic journey.

It’s 5:00 AM.

It’s 5:00 AM in a middle-class family: It’s 5:00 AM in an Indian middle-class family with an artistic inclination. These families are different from the non-artistic ones. They hang Ajanta wall clocks in their drawing rooms—just one. The non-artistic families hang one only if it is gifted to them at a wedding, theirs or someone else’s. Otherwise, they don’t bother. The music annoys them when it is paid for. Why would someone pay for annoyance? Free is musical; paid is nonsensical.

Explore the unique sounds of an Indian middle-class home, from the hourly chimes of an Ajanta clock to the everyday hustle. A nostalgic and rhythmic journey.
Ajanta Wall Clock

So, at 5:00 AM, the Ajanta wall clock sings its usual tune. Only background music, no lyrics—karaoke style. The whole 1300-square-foot house fills with its melody. Such homes have grown up with Ajanta; they sense time by hearing it, not seeing it. Ajanta Group understood this middle-class pulse well in the 1980s. They remain profitable to this day.

I have belonged to an artistic family for the past 18.5 years. Because we have had an Ajanta wall clock for the past 18.5 years. It hangs in the same place, singing every hour. Each hour has its distinct tune, from 1 to 12, repeating itself. We don’t mind repetition. A 12-hour gap offers enough eternity to make it fresh again. The middle class is happy with that—more than happy. Time gets melody. Their lives may not, yet their time does. Sometimes, the clock sings with a sore throat. That’s when it’s time to replace the battery. The battery, which, nine out of ten times, is either missing or cannot be found when needed. But it must be replaced. Not because time has gone awry, but because the music has lost its charm. Eventually, during an Amazon Sale Day, batteries are bought in bulk, and Ajanta gets its cough syrup. It recovers instantly.

The companionship of Ajanta with the middle-class family hinges on its hourly tunes. To the middle-class soul, it is heart-rending. Followed by intermittent sounds. Usually, the first is the sound of thunder. Not from the sky, but from the kitchen—the whistle of a pressure cooker. A 5-litre pressure cooker sits on the largest burner of a 3-burner stove, more often than not the only one that burns with adequate flame. The flame roars, the cooker whistles and thunders. They complement each other, made for each other since the historic beginning of cookers. This episode is usually brief unless the rubber gasket is in an avenging mood.

One cannot estimate the power of this thin rubber ring until one has dealt with it twice a day for three months. A bit of slackening, and you are stuck with leaking water forever. The sound of trapped steam, which should escape through the whistle, instead comes from everywhere except the whistle—threatening. At 6 o’clock, already late morning for the middle class, nothing is scarier than a cooker that won’t whistle on time. It’s a nightmare in broad daylight.

The next few hours are filled with other sounds—bedsheets being shuffled, water gushing from every tap, the clatter of vessels, the zipping and zapping of school bags. The middle class finishes its never-ending work, tasks running in parallel. Important ones squeezed between routine ones, like morning family talks, which happen in the brief pauses between the wash and dry cycles of the washing machine. Otherwise, they go unheard. Zero-noise washing machines in middle-class homes run at 100 decibels. They are vocal, like everything else—the bedroom fan that needs a complete overhaul, the tube light humming for the past two weeks, the sparking mixer wire wrapped in tape, sometimes throwing 500-volt sparks of agony. Everything competes to drown the others out. In a middle-class home, nothing is ever silent.

And then, at the end of the month, there is another sound—the sound of currency. A near-silent sound, yet powerful enough to silence everything else. The middle class loves this sound, whether in the form of crisp notes in hand or bank balances glowing on glass screens. This sound gives them a voice. It lays the foundation for future decisions—decisions about which new sounds will be added, which will be fixed, and which will be silenced. It is always the near future that worries the middle class. The far future moves too fast, too silently, becoming the near future before they know it. And yet, they hear it—just in time.

Fast forward 7 hours. It’s 7:00 PM.

There are sounds again. The sounds of people. The sounds of footsteps moving between rooms and the kitchen. The dining table fills with voices. TV sounds take over—not just ours but also our neighbors’. We listen to our TV and theirs. We discuss similarities and differences in our TV sounds. Discussions start with TV shows and lead to mindsets—inevitably. Then come the sounds of mindsets—ours and our neighbors’. Each believes their sound is better. Ignoring the similarities, which are so close they could be interchangeable. This is the song of bonding that connects middle-class families.

Within the confines of ‘upper middle class’ and ‘lower middle class,’ they move slightly up or down, never crossing the upper or lower limits. Collectively, they form the ‘mid-middle class.’ Beyond the upper limit, sounds are so silent they seem nonexistent—yet they are extremely powerful. Below the lower limit, sounds are so loud and public that middle-class sophistication finds them embarrassing. So, the mid-middle-class sounds stay within their confines, ever-changing and yet never changing.

Time moves at triple speed—three hours in one hour. It’s 10:00 PM. The Ajanta wall clock sings again. Each song piles onto the already triggered anxiety. The day is ending. The sound of time mixed with the sound of anxiety speeds things up like a catalyst. Ten hours’ worth of work gets squeezed into four. The resulting screech is terrifying to an outsider, like an overloaded machine about to collapse. To the middle class, it is an everyday ritual. They are unbothered.

These sounds, in different notes and tones, say different things. All mixed up, yet distinct. The sound of frustration and the sound of calming down. The sound of missing books and stationery and the sound of desks being ransacked. The sound of hopelessness and the sound of hope. These sounds prevail for a few hours. Then, they submerge into silence.

The middle class sleeps.
To relive the same sounds the next morning. With Ajanta wall clock, at 5:00 AM.

Elon Musk, Trump, Harari, is AI reshaping democracy?

Are Musk and AI reshaping democracy? Surveillance, privacy, and productivity challenges loom as technology changes how we live, work, and govern ourselves.

This afternoon, I sat in my chair again to admire the beautiful surrounding nature. It seems as if spring is making its appearance in the Netherlands earlier this year. I find it very admirable how nature follows its course every year. Spring, summer, and winter come every year, yet this time there is something that prevents me from fully enjoying this process. My mind distracts me from these beautiful seasonal changes.

While watching a Danish police series on television, a whole new world is opening up to me. I had noticed many things individually before, but suddenly I began to see the bigger picture. It may sound strange to say, but the election of Donald Trump in America and his appointment of Tesla boss Elon Musk as one of his advisors, in particular, opened the "door" for me. The way Musk is now trying to restructure the U.S. government through various technical AI tricks, which I consider almost scandalous, caught my attention.

Do we still live in a democracy?

Picture: CNN & The Guardian (Elon Musk, Donald trump & Yuval Noah Harari

You probably know from the news how Musk is doing. According to him, the world must and can be much more productive. After that, I don’t completely blame Musk, because that wouldn’t be fair. Of course, in almost every country in the world, there are industries and people who lag behind in productivity. Many areas could be done much better in a "Tesla" way, but will there still be enough work in the world for all the billions of people, or are we heading toward "new" poverty? Where will people without work and income go in this world? But, okay, many people in Africa also "survive" in poverty without food and drink, right?

The developments in America also made me think about what’s happening in my own country, and perhaps in all of Europe. Before I continue, I want to tell you that even my mother, who passed away far too early, used to tell me as a young boy that “there is usually a ‘good’ side to every bad decision.” So, I try to keep thinking optimistically, but that is not always easy, I can tell you. As I looked out my window at the beautiful nature, I had to reflect on how we, as humans, are being managed by a few “figures” who act "for our good."

Are we going back to a situation like before the Second World War?

Many people may have fortunately forgotten the situation in Europe before the Second World War, but in my view, it consisted of pure poverty and an almost inhuman life. People worked as slaves for a pittance, and when there was no more work? If I am to believe Yuval Noah Harari in his latest book, Nexus, the system was entwined by government spies, especially in the former "Eastern Bloc." People constantly checked on each other on behalf of their governments. There were spies at every "meeting," and you couldn’t trust anyone. You could only work hard until the job was done and keep your mouth shut.

What were the things that made me think? At that moment, I thought as I looked out the window into the garden: "Can we, as humans, still do things in freedom?" Sure, some form of data and privacy protection has been established, but what is the government quietly doing to control the so-called small group of criminals? Smartphones can now be traced everywhere. Any home camera that might not be pointed at the neighbor’s garden can be monitored by the police, and the recorded images must always be available to them. Every new car is (supposedly) equipped with a tracking system that can also be accessed by the police at any time.

There are fewer and fewer officers on the streets in the Netherlands. I’ve written about this before—police are increasingly being replaced by so-called BOAs (special enforcement officers) and computers. There are cameras on the highways that can pinpoint our exact location based on our license plates. Companies can remotely track how many keystrokes per minute their employees make on word processors, and the cameras in laptops can be accessed by companies at "desired" times. Don’t you think this is a threat to your privacy? What good is so-called privacy protection as a stopgap measure? Yes, criminals should be punished, but what about the rest of the population and their privacy? People can only perceive what they see, but where is the development of our world heading, and who is pulling the strings without our influence?

A Tale of Sacrifice

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On my wedding night, as the guests were leaving one by one, Mita walked up to catch me by the hand from behind. With a garland of bell flowers tied around her bun, dressed in a cream coloured sari with golden borders, she looked stunning. 

"Shubhrada, come with me. I've something to offer your bride." She took me by the hand to an adjacent room and led me to a shelf on the wall. She pulled out two colourfully-wrapped packets before breaking into that infectious smile of hers.

“I couldn’t think of anything better than this.” She told me putting the packets down on a nearby table. I shook my head vehemently. I had always approved of her taste and choice, most often than not, secretly.

The next night, as we were preparing to go to the bride's house for the Bau Bhat (the day when the Bride's parents throw a Party), Rina was busy arranging the room while my niece and a couple of relatives helped her unwrap the gift boxes. I saw Rina picking the smaller of the two packets given to her on the previous night by Mita and heading my way. 

"Subho, have a look at this." She told me while fetching out what looked like a diary. My heart skipped a beat as the diary was a gift from me for Mita when she and Rina were studying in the same college. 

Sorry again, I didn't tell you about us Threesome. I was introduced to Rina, a good friend of Mita's when most of my friends and relatives thought that I was going to marry Mita. Though Rina was undoubtedly the more attractive of the two, Mita was fast turning out to be the soothing influence on my life. There was simply something serene about this Bengali beauty.

The greatest mistake I made was telling Mita that I didn't believe in love. Though heart-broken, I must say that she reacted to the news with a lot of grace and poise. A month after this, Mita came to my house with her mother. I was told that she was getting married to someone perfect for her after two months. 

On reaching her home that afternoon, she pulled out a grey suitcase from under her bed and showed me the diary I had gifted her some months ago. The diary was half full with the entries written in her beautiful handwriting. As I was about to sneak a peak inside, she snatched it away from my hands, uttering :

"No, not now. Some other time." I thought I heard a sigh escaping from her mouth. 

On the day Mita got married, Rina dropped in my house. God! Didn’t she look amazing?

"Aren't you coming to Mita's wedding?" She asked me from beneath the kameni tree, outside the main door. I shook my head. 

"Don't be a baby. You can't let others take you for a Devdas ( the eternally betrayed lover). Let's go."

For reasons unknown to me, my heart leapt out at her suggestion. I hadn't even shaved for nearly a month. Anyway, I threw on some clothes and bought a flower bouquet from the florist’s on the way to the Reception Party.

That was the night when we two were walking side by side for the first time and the local rascals near the Time House cast a hungry look at her. I decided to be her Prince Charming and Protector forever from then on. 

Rina has just gone down accompanied by my niece to have her first dinner with my parents. 

I pick up the diary from the side stool where I don't know if she left it on purpose. 

As I leaf through the pages, my eyes get glued to an entry written a few days before Mita's marriage:

I have to free myself from this tangle. Rina, my bestie, told me last night what I have been dreading all these months. She told me she loves Shubhoda. She is the perfect one for him as she loves him like crazy. I know…I am sure that she will make him happy. That is all I need to know and keep in mind from now on….. 

With my eyes blurring, I put the regifted diary on the top shelf of my almirah as I hear Ma calling out to me from downstairs. Only I will know for the rest of my life that no one could have made a greater sacrifice than Mita! 

Who Cares, This is Midnight – A Poetic Reflection on Silence and Struggle

Explore the depths of a lonely dark night where silence reigns, dreams take flight, and hidden struggles unfold. A poetic journey into midnight’s quiet mysteries.


A lonely dark night, where silence takes flight.
No walk – everything is quite.
Who cares, this is midnight.

Everyone sleeping, even few are dreaming.
Not a person streaming – everything is right.
Who cares, this is midnight.

Some are crying, deep in pain.
Some are dying, just in vain – everything is blind.
Who cares, this is midnight.

People can’t find themselves,
People can’t bid farewells – everything is fight.
Who cares, this is midnight.

People are QUIET, People are RIGHT and People in FIGHT,
Nothing is bright.
Who cares, this is midnight!

Golden Globes 2025: A Night of Surprises and Intrigue

A recap of the 82nd Golden Globes Awards, highlighting unexpected winners, notable performances, and a discussion on the complexities of gender identity in the entertainment industry.

Sunday, January 5, 2025 is Golden Globes Night At 5PM, I decided to watch the Golden Globes awards show, even though there is an encore performance at 8PM. The 82nd Golden Globes took place at the Beverly Hilton Hotel, hosted by Nikki Glaser.

As I watched this year’s Golden Globes, I noticed I haven’t seen or even been aware of most of these movies. I haven’t even heard of some of the actors. But the only movie that I have watched in the movie cinema was WICKED, mostly because I read the novel. I kind of watched the movie, The Substance, on YouTubers’ reaction videos, which was interesting and entertaining because it gave me an idea what the movie was about as well as an overall summary of the movie, even though I thought the movie was disgusting, weird, and strange. But I thought the actors were good in the movie, portraying their crazy characters. If the other movies come on the Indie Channels, I might check out these movies.

The 82nd Golden Globes Awards: Know The Greatest World Known Talents Across Movies, TV, Drama, Comedy & Musicals

  1. Female Supporting Actress in a Motion Picture: Zoe Saldana in Emilia Perez
  2. Female Actress in TV, Musical or Comedy: Jean Smart in Hacks
  3. Male Supporting Actor in Motion Picture: Kieran Culkin in A Real Pain
  4. Male Actor in TV Drama Series: Hiroyuki Sanada in Shogun
  5. Female Supporting Actress in TV Series: Jessica Gunning in Baby Reindeer
  6. Male Supporting Actor in TV Series: Tadanobu Asano in Shogun
  7. Male Actor in TV Series, Musical, or Comedy: Jeremy Allen White in The Bear
  8. Screenplay for Motion Picture: Peter Straughn for Conclave
  9. Standup Comedy Performance: Ali Wong in Ali Wong, A Single Lady
  10. Motion Picture—Non-English: Emilia Perez, France (Netflix)
  11. Actor in Limited Series, Anthology Series, Made for TV Movie: Colin Farrell in The Penguin
  12. Female Actress in Limited Series, Anthology Series, or Made for TV Movie: Jodie Foster in True Detective, Night Country
  13. Female Actress in Motion Picture, Musical or Comedy: Demi Moore in The Substance; it is her first movie award at 62.
  14. Male Actor in Motion Picture, Musical or Comedy: Sebastian Stan in A Different Man
  15. Animated Motion Picture: Flow
  16. Director for Motion Picture: Brady Corbet for The Brutalist
  17. Original Score in Motion Picture: Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross for Challengers
  18. Original Song in Motion Picture: El Mal in Emilia Perez
  19. Cinematic & Box Office Achievement: Wicked
  20. Limited Series, Anthology Series, or Made for TV Movie: Baby Reindeer
  21. TV Series, Musical or Comedy: Hacks
  22. Female Actress in TV Drama Series: Anna Sawai in Shogun
  23. TV Drama Series: Shogun (FX/HULU)
  24. Cecil B. DeMille Award: Viola Davis
  25. Female Actress in Motion Picture Drama: Fernanda Torres in I’m Still Here
  26. Male Actor in Motion Picture Drama: Adrien Brody in The Brutalist
  27. Motion Picture Drama: The Brutalist
  28. Motion Picture, Musical or Comedy: Emilia Perez (Netflix)

In 2024, I did watch Blink Twice, but on the Indie Channel. I wasn't aware it was a 2024 movie because I wasn't aware of it when it came out in the theaters. I just noticed some Youtubers talking about this film, comparing it to the Diddy White Parties. Therefore, it got my interest when I suddenly noticed it on the Indie Channel. It was an interesting thriller movie, fun to watch. But this movie wasn't nominated for a Golden Globe.

Karla Sofia Gason is a transgender male to female actor, formerly known as Juan Carlos Gascon. He/She is from Alcobendas, Spain, but he/she worked as an actress in Mexico. He/She is married to Marisa Gutierres and they have one daughter. This is confusing. A man married a woman and they had one daughter. Then, the man transgenders to a woman. Does that mean he is now a lesbian?

Also Read, The Indian nominated movie "All we imagine as light" snubbed in categories and did not win the golden globe award. Payal Kapadi as a best director award lost to by Brady Corbet.

The Boy with the Ocean Eyes

This heartwarming story follows James, a boy with a rare eye condition, as he overcomes adversity and triumphs over his challenges to achieve his dreams in academics and sports.

Once upon a time, there lived a boy named James. He was very enthusiastic, athletic and had a very sharp mind. Even though he was almost an all-rounder, he was most popularly known for his key feature- his sparkling blue eyes. His eyes were as blue as the ocean, and whenever he would step out in the daylight, his eyes would shine like the ocean glistening under sunlight. He always caught the eyes of the crowd with his ocean eyes and slowly gained maximum fame because of it. In his family, there was- his mother, his father and his little sister,

Sarah. James and Sarah were very close siblings, they shared everything with each other and always supported each other no matter what. James was academically brilliant and was also very good in athletics. He was also very popular in his class and had a large friend circle, leading to much laughter and joy during his school hours. He was very friendly and thus got his way with almost everyone he had to meet everyday.

However, at the age of 14, James’ father had to transfer to another country due to work-related commitments. This ultimately led to their whole family transferring to the new area, forcing James and Sarah to quit their old school. Once they were settled in, the two siblings were enrolled in a new school named ‘Bluelock Highschool’. James was initially a bit upset about having to leave his old friends but equally eager to make new ones along the way. He had already made two very close friends over the first few days of the semester- Ron and Oliver. One day, it was their mathematics class test. Everyone had settled down beside their assigned seat-mates and as soon as the teacher started noting the questions down on the board, everyone hurriedly scribbled them onto the paper. However, James was not clearly able to see all the questions. But as it was a supposed test, he couldn’t ask for help from even his seat-mate! He had struggled for almost half-an-hour, which only gave him the next ten minutes to finish the ten questions.

The realization that he had only one minute to solve each equation hit him like a freight train and he quickly solved as many problems as he could. Once he returned home, he reached out to his parents about the matter. His parents neglected the negative possibilities and tried to calm the frightened boy down by explaining that this problem was occurring due to his seat being at the back and that they will talk to his class teacher to change his seat. Soon, James’ class teacher shifted James’ seat from the back to the third bench, but the problem kept persisting.

His condition grew worse by the passing days and close to the point of seeing almost nothing but a blurry piece of scribbling on the board. James finally mustered up courage and decided to take matters in his own hands, as he knew reaching out to his parents would be of no use. He also asked his sister for help, considering that she was indeed interested in Ophthalmology. His sister had heard James and had concluded that all his signs add up to the possibility of him growing into partial blindness, laced with an audible concern in her voice. The thought of becoming blind scared James, the mere thought of even being able to only sense objects but not see them clearly made his body tremble and shiver in fear and led his hands to growing ice-cold and numb in horror. He immediately consulted the web, and his jaws dropped when he saw the same thing written there. The words ‘Partial Blindness’ burned into his very brain, leading him to always stay frightened and frustrated. His sister had talked to their parents and only then, they took James’ condition seriously and decided to visit an ophthalmologist.

The ophthalmologist studied his signs and came to the result that sooner or later, James will indeed go partially blind. He also told the family that if they had consulted treatment facilities a bit sooner, James could have gotten a possible full recovery. This fact made James’ parents hearts shatter into a million pieces due to getting stabbed by the dagger of guilt, grief and horror as they knew they were the ones who had ignored the signs. The doctor also advised to help James learn writing in an aligned manner without the need to clearly be able to see his writing which will help him when that unfortunate and dreadful moment will take place. James was completely heartbroken- How could he possibly top in class without the ability to even properly read anything without external support?

What about his athletic feats? Will he just let his talents and ambitions go to waste? “No, this can’t be. This is just an awful nightmare!” James thought to himself, but deep down he knew he couldn’t fool himself. He knew all of it was real in his very presence of being. But he also knew that no matter what, he’ll succeed one way or another. He was determined to chase his ambitions, no matter how exhaustively he had to practice for he was not scared of working hard and tirelessly. The next day when he went to school, everyone was shocked by the breaking news. The news spread like wildfire that James, the boy who had the prettiest eyes was about to lose their value forever! James initially felt ashamed, even though he knew it wasn’t his fault, but he soon overcame it with the love and support provided by his best friends Ron and Oliver.

The first semester exams were knocking on the door, which made James equally nervous and frightened but also somewhat heightened his anticipation of testing his skills. Soon, the day of the first exam approached. It was his favourite subject, English. However, when he gathered all the study materials to sit down and start his study sessions, alas! His English book was nowhere to be seen!

He quickly contacted his seat-mate and it turned out that he accidentally took James’ English book to his dwelling! This led James’ behaviour to grow into a manic frustration and nervousness. His anxiety built into a fever pitch by the passing minutes. While he was listening to the lecturing of his father, an idea came into his mind. He quickly called Ron for help. Ron agreed and came to James’ dorm to provide him with his own book.

“B-but I asked for a copy of the book. How will you study now?” James asked with curiosity. “Oh, don’t worry! I have my brother’s old book at my home, I can read from there!” Ron reassured James and left. James and his parents were equally impressed and grateful towards the selfless act of the boy.

James did face some difficulty in the exams, but the training and practice did pay off as he got straight A’s in all the subjects! His parents were extremely proud of him, but the thing which mattered most was to see the smile of sheer joy on his sister, the person who has always been on his side’s face.

Just before the winter vacation, their school planned to arrange an annual sports day.

It was a really big event which showcased the school’s history and legacy, as the school had been awarded ‘Best Annual Sports Day Celebration’ multiple times in a row. Even though James was a really good athlete, he was scared to approach the teacher because he thought that he would be nothing but a total failure due to his partial blindness. However, he knew his best friend Oliver was a really good athlete and had his own team. He was hesitant to reach out to him at

first, but after procrastinating a lot he finally followed his heart. He talked to Oliver and asked if he could help him regain his confidence and take him in the team. Oliver asked James to display his skills and a normal sprint around the whole track in only one minute. And to his surprise, James did it in only fifty-five seconds! Oliver was even more impressed by seeing how smoothly James could do a baton exchange, indicating he could participate in the group relay race. After seeing some of the tricks James had up his sleeves, Oliver promised James that he was going to train him, guide him and enroll him in their group. James trained exhaustively hard for the final day, regaining his confidence and composure while on the field.

Even though the other few group members were not really happy with James being on their team, seeing his incredible skills in front of their own eyes, they completely stopped whining about it.

The day finally arrived. Everyone was extremely excited and the air was heavy with anticipation and mystery. James and his team on the other hand, were extremely calm and composed. They didn’t rush anything, and they knew deep down that they had practiced hard enough to win a prize and their efforts were what mattered to them the most.

Finally, the teams for the relay race assembled. There was the eagle team, the parrot team, the macaw team and the capybara team. Among all the teams, James was in the Eagle team. Soon, they took their positions in the field. Unfortunately, the first athlete had a late start but he did manage to pass the baton to the next sprinter, who raised their position from last to being third. Then, it was Oliver’s turn. Oliver tried his best, but he couldn’t help to overtake the other players. Meanwhile, James in the anchor leg realised that if they wanted to have a prize, then he had to give his best and run faster than ever before.

As soon as the baton came into his hands, he unleashed the pent-up longing and competitive spirit. When the race was about to come to end, it was a battle between the Eagle team and the Parrot team. However, James could sense nothing but the wind passing by his sides in a swoosh and the unquenchable thirst to win the race. James’

determination fuelled his speed which ultimately led to him overtaking the athlete of the Parrot club and claiming first prize! All his teammates and the supporters of Eagle club burst into cheers as soon as it was declared that Eagle club will be raising the trophy. Out of honour and respect, James was given the opportunity to hold the trophy. That day, James had proved that if someone is really determined to do something, they won’t try to find an excuse, they will try their best and prove all the people wrong who had demotivated them.

Kapadia’s Masterpiece, ‘All We Imagine As Light’: A Luminous Ode to Humanity and Mumbai

Explore Kapadia's breathtaking film—a profound study of Mumbai's contrasts, the human condition, and resilience amidst alienation. A cinematic masterpiece of solidarity.

Stepping out of the hall, I was overwhelmed by the sheer magnificence of Kapadia’s scathing, gorgeous masterpiece—a film that lingers not only in its images but in the truths, it dares to tell. The soundtrack, a gem crafted by Topshe and punctuated with carefully reused songs that also introduced me to Emahoy Gebru, worked like magic. It felt as though this film wasn’t merely made; it was breathed into existence from within, a deeply personal and political work of art. Kapadia’s brilliance lies in her ability to weave the personal and the political with such organic fluidity that neither overwhelms the other. It beautifully shows how art, at its purest, transcends categories. The political doesn’t seek attention or shout; it moves quietly and is embedded in the everyday lives of her characters. Through countless subtle cues, the film speaks to wider movements—a critique of capitalist sentiments, the pervasive urban alienation, and the loneliness that takes on a political weight of its own. Yet, above all, this is a film of solidarity. It is enriched with a commitment to stand with women, workers, migrants, and the alienated seeking solace. It extends even further, touching the inner minorities that dwell within us all. It’s a piece of cinema that pulses with love—a love that defies the isolating forces of the modern “progressive” world and reminds us that it’s love and connections that shape us and our humanity. In the eerie vastness of the urban jungle, amidst its anonymity and chaos, Kapadia finds the beating heart of what makes us human. 

'All We Imagine As Light' Analysis

Set in the crowded, labyrinthine city of Mumbai, Kapadia’s film is a study of dualities: a place where anyone can disappear into the crowd and yet be judged relentlessly; a city that welcomes migrants with one hand while gentrifying them out with the other. In Mumbai, identity is precarious. The city with all its agonizing contradictions becomes a metaphor that builds and breaks us in equal measure. It is both alienating and communal, heart-wrenching and heartwarming, exhausting and exhilarating. The film reveals a Mumbai where love and solidarity persist despite the overwhelming loneliness it can impose, a city that reflects the very best and worst of what it means to be human. It is a luminous, unadulterated work of art. Few films capture the human condition with such sensitivity. Even fewer remind us that in our most alienated moments, it is our love, our relationships, and our collective humanity that truly make us who we are. The naturalness with which the script unfolds is remarkable—it flows like a gentle breeze. It feels as though it’s always been there, like a stream that meanders naturally through the landscape. 

 To omit the praise-worthy opening sequence of Kapadia’s film would be an injustice to her vision and to the film itself. The opening reframes how we view Mumbai—or any urban space, for that matter. Kapadia’s cinematic gaze is unshackled from the tired depictions of a city overrun by gangsters or other clichéd narratives. Instead, she shifts the focus to the migrants who travel kilometers in search of a home, the invisible yet indispensable force that builds and sustains the city. The framing seeks to challenge the nostalgia and romanticism often associated with urban spaces, dismantling these illusions to reveal the nucleus of the city’s true story: the lives, love, and spirit of its migrant population. Kapadia’s Mumbai is not just a city of skyscrapers and aspirations but one of common people navigating a labyrinth of habit, necessity, and compulsion. It is a Mumbai of the outsiders—those struggling against its indifference, falling in love with its chaos, or becoming so enmeshed in its rhythms that they cannot imagine life elsewhere. The city offers anonymity to those who crave it and shelter—however unsavory—to those with nowhere else to go. 

Mumbai, the city of dreams, is also a city of exiles where millions arrive, only to find themselves adrift in an ocean of anonymity. The city’s lifeblood is motion: the ceaseless rush of trains and cars flowing through its streets. Showing us a Mumbai that is both overflowing with people and utterly void of connection. Her characters uprooted from small towns and quieter lives, stumble into the city’s cold embrace (the film uses a dark blue palette to showcase the same), only to find themselves shrinking inward, their loneliness becoming as much a part of their identity as the places they left behind. This is the tragedy Kapadia wants us to witness: the unnoticed lives of contemporary India, the invisible migrants who build its skyscrapers, drive its taxis, and fill its trains but are themselves erased from its narrative.  Mumbai becomes a city-sized metaphor for a world where alienation is the price of progress. By the time you notice the depth of the loneliness his characters carry, it’s too late—it has already mirrored your own. It is a place that takes as much as it gives, and often, what it takes is everything.

Kapadia’s portrayal of the city is shrouded in hues of pale blue that dominate the frame, infusing the urban landscape with a sense of lifeless melancholy. The night swallows Mumbai whole, reducing its sprawling, chaotic energy to an eerie stillness that mirrors the alienation of its inhabitants. Even the uniforms of the nurses are painted in shades of blue as if the city itself insists on branding them with its emotional coldness. Language, gender, religion, caste, and class form the scaffolding of a society bent on exclusion, constantly redefining who belongs and who is forever relegated to the peripheries.  Mumbai becomes an extension of the nation’s reductionist impulses, a microcosm of the broader process of othering that plagues India. It asks hard questions: Who belongs? And who is forever outside the imagined sphere of the community? Language itself becomes both a weapon and a wound. The city’s pulse is felt not in its skyscrapers but in its shadows, in the forgotten corners where they exist in a state of flux. They are neither fully themselves nor entirely the versions of themselves that the city demands them to be. In this liminal space, they navigate a constant negotiation—between who they are and who the city allows them to become. The city becomes a living, breathing character, as much a protagonist as it is an antagonist. It shelters, expels, transforms, and consumes, all in equal measure. 

Ironically, the same critique is reflected in the actions of our babus at the Film Federation of India, who deemed the film “too European” to represent India in the Oscars' International feature category. A film dismissed for lacking “Indianness” at a time when the very concept of Indianness is contested through the lens of political regimes and exclusionary narratives. It merely lays bare the fractures, fault lines, and contradictions we live with daily. 

But while Kapadia’s vision provides the foundation, it is Ranadir Das’s stunning cinematography that elevates this film into something truly poetic. The frames are intimate, almost intrusive, as the camera threads its way through cramped spaces and bustling symbols of Mumbai life. Das doesn’t romanticize the city, nor does he reduce it to a caricature of its so-called “spirit.” Instead, the camera invites us to look at the streets and markets, the packed compartments of local trains, and the endless sea of anonymity that defines life in the metropolis. Kapadia doesn’t drown us in dialogue or overt moralizing. Instead, she allows the city to do the talking. Together, Kapadia and Das create a portrait of a city and its migrants that lingers in the mind long after the credits roll, demanding to be seen, heard, and remembered.

Kapadia’s world-building is exacting, yet never heavy-handed. And is placed in a world where women remain unseen in a society that reduces their personhood to an extension of patriarchal norms. Their desires, choices, and needs are filtered through a moral and social lens that denies them autonomy, forcing them to wrestle for even the smallest fragments of selfhood. She does not simply portray her characters as victims of a system that denies them agency; instead, she allows them the space to feel—anger, desire, grief, and hope—all with a quiet ferocity. The film understands the unrealized, repressed anger that women carry simply by existing in a world that refuses to acknowledge their needs. And her lens remains compassionate, never reductive.  It is a film about longing—not just for connection, but for the right to claim one's space, body, and desires in a society intent on denying them. 

Anu is in love with Shiaz, a Muslim boy, and their relationship exists in the shadows—hidden not only from her colleagues, whose tongues buzz with rumors about her moral character, but from a world unwilling to grant her even the smallest space to love freely. In this city that offers no shelter for intimacy, their moments together are fraught, fleeting, and yet deeply tender. 

And yet, in a striking moment of reprieve, the lovers find themselves alone in a desolate cave, “Pappu Loves Shalu” and “Azadi”  are scrawled onto the rock. Here, away from prying eyes, they finally inhabit a space free of judgment, where their love feels unbound and infinite. 

Kapadia boldly interrogates the ecosystem we’ve constructed—a fragile web spun from class privilege and the relentless march of capitalist ambition. In one particularly biting moment, the tagline of a luxury housing project set to replace Parvathy’s modest home reads: “Class is a privilege reserved for the privileged.”  She renders visible the lived realities of those like Parvathy—undocumented migrant workers whose labor sustains the shimmering skyscrapers and gated communities of elite India, yet whose existence is deemed dispensable. These spaces, glittering like gold to some, are built atop the rubble of countless lives uprooted and dreams extinguished. The gilded refuge of the privileged versus the relentless precarity of those who toil to sustain it. After 22 years of service in a hospital, Parvathy is cast out. Emblematic of the ethos: humans as cogs in a relentless machine, are discarded the moment they falter. The collective rage of the working class bursts forth in an act of defiance when Parvathy and Prabha throw stones against posters for so-called “affordable” housing. 

The motif of kaagaz (paper) is a quiet commentary on the politics of exclusion that has gained traction in recent years. For Parvathy and others like her, this “piece of paper” becomes the thin line between belonging and erasure. It’s Kapadia’s way of holding a mirror to a society complicit in creating hierarchies of worth, where identity and survival are reduced to certain validations and a process of othering. She dares to ask: Who gets to claim the privilege of permanence, and at what cost?

Words are made to share meanings, just as space is made to accommodate too many bodies. For Prabha, independence exists only in theory; she remains tethered to the spectral presence of her absent husband. Anu’s love is furtive, whispered in shadows and exchanged through gestures: a kiss sent via rain.  But in the coastal town, something shifts. The language of survival is exchanged for the vocabulary of healing—a language they didn’t know they understood. The film suggests that the village, with its open sky and tactile slowness, offers the kind of hope the city never could. Mumbai is less a city than an organism—a concrete jungle with its ambient relationship- both seductive and suffocating. The protagonists adapt to its “light” even as they dream of breaking free from its shadows. 

Kapadia’s use of sound is especially evocative, opening with a chorus of disembodied voices musing on the city, home, and the idea of belonging. The juxtaposition of these musings with Guèbrou’s meditative piano creates a haunting effect. The script teems with loaded symbols, each more potent than the last. Take the humble rice cooker, is a cold practicality of an arranged marriage, a forced attachment that feeds but never fulfills. It resists the urge to cut into its characters, instead allowing their emotions and gestures to ripple outward, drawing us into their internal worlds without intrusion. Mirrors are cinematic clichés when used poorly, but here Kapadia employs them with such precision that they become indispensable. The characters are caught between seeing and being seen. And then there’s the beach—the only time we see it, and only once the women enter into the countryside. The screen floods with light, the sun shimmering off the waves. Here, finally, these women have space—literal and figurative—to breathe, to reflect, and to reach toward their desires without the city’s suffocating grip. 

The teenage shopkeeper is a fascinating addition, their identity left deliberately ambiguous, a blank page onto which we project our interpretations. It carries a kind of liberation—youthful and unburdened by the constraints that weigh so heavily on the film’s protagonists. The shopkeeper isn’t just a character; they’re a symbol of possibility. And the mirror, the rice cooker, the sun-soaked waves—they all speak in the language of cinema, a language that trusts its audience to see, to feel, and to understand. 

In Mumbai, light is constrained, filtered through the artificiality of windows and neon shopfronts. It’s dazzling but suffocating. By contrast, the light of the village is expansive, organic, and liberating, spilling unrestrained across the landscape. The light isn’t just in the sun or the stars; it’s in the kindness the characters extend to one another, the small acts of connection that anchor them. On how we hold on to light in the face of relentless dark, how we find it in each other and refuse to let go. Language, too, becomes both a weapon and a salve in this world. But Kapadia cleverly flips the dynamic in quieter moments, showing how language can create intimacy even in public spaces. Whispered conversations and private jokes act as shields against the city’s intrusive gaze. 

The countryside doesn’t offer resolution—it’s not an escape hatch from the city’s machinery—but it offers perspective. Here, amidst the rolling waves and boundless sky, the characters confront their smallness and their strength. There is darkness, yes, and then there’s light—present even in the film’s cryptic title. Light, in Kapadia’s world, is more than illumination; it’s a prism through which lives are refracted.

Silence……………………………………… In Love ❤️

silence in love

Silent Love…………….

Though Love is one of the most profound emotions we experience, yet not all love is spoken. Sometimes, we find ourselves loving in silence, cherishing someone from a distance, or holding back our feelings for various reasons. Silent love is beautiful, involves unspoken words and unexpressed emotions. It doesn't mean the love is not reciprocated. it simply means it hasn't been spoken aloud, Love which often exists in a space where words are absent, but emotions run deep, wherein no one can hear the silent whispers of the heart.

Many a times we come across a situation wherein we may meet a person. We may not speak much, but somewhere we are comfortable in that person’s presence, a feeling of understanding and one day it may happen the absence of that ONE person can make us disturbed, and slowly we start to miss that ONE person. However still whenever we think of that ONE person, it brings us inner happiness and a slight smile. This is Silent Love.

The person whom we love may not even know we exist or the feelings we have for them. The good we do for them is unacknowledged. We have more conversations in our head with this person than actual conversations.

But why does one remain silent in love??   Different people have different reasons such as:-

  • Some choose to be friends as they are afraid of confessing and losing the person
  • Some distant themselves as they are left with no choice.
  • Some act normal in front of the person they love but dying inside for not telling them, the way they feel.
  • Some have Fear of rejection
  • Some feel admitting love is a vulnerable act and knowing how the other person will respond can be terrifying. By keeping feelings to themselves, they may feel they are protecting their hearts from pain and emptiness.
  • Some feel expressing their feelings would complicate things. In these situations, people often choose to love silently rather than disrupt the lives of others or their own.
  • Sometimes, the timing just isn't right. We might love someone who is already in a relationship. So, people often choose to love silently.
  • Some show Respect for boundaries. If the person you love has set clear boundaries or is not in a position to return your feelings, it can feel more respectful to keep your emotions private. You honour their space, even if it means keeping your feelings hidden.
  • Some are silent for Personal Growth. They take this as an opportunity for personal growth. By holding on their feelings, they learn more about themselves - their needs, their desires, and their capacity for patience. Silent love can be a way to reflect and understand what love means to them on a deeper level.

One of the most profound aspects of loving in silence is that it teaches us to love without expectations. When you love someone without needing them to know or reciprocate, it becomes a purer, more selfless experience. You are not seeking anything in return, loving in silence is often more about the person who loves than the one who is loved. It's a personal journey of growth, reflection, and emotional depth. It allows you to explore your capacity for love in a quiet, meditative way, without the external pressures of a relationship. 

Silent love may be unspoken, but it is never without meaning. All you want in silent love is to see him/her happy even if it’s not with you.

A Great Poet has rightly quoted: -

I choose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness, for in loneliness no one owns you but me.

I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain.

Silent love – A pure heart where true love resides.

                      Unspoken………… Untouched

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Terrorist Bombing in The Hague Leaves Six Dead, Four Injured

Bomb attack in The Hague kills six, injures four. Police suspect terrorism. Rescue teams continue search. Queen Maxima and King Willem-Alexander visit site.
Bomb attack in The Hague kills six, injures four. Police suspect terrorism. Rescue teams continue search. Queen Maxima and King Willem-Alexander visit site.
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Bomb attack in The Hague kills six, injures four. Police suspect terrorism. Rescue teams continue search. Queen Maxima and King Willem-Alexander visit site.

The Netherlands was suddenly startled last Saturday at 06.15 AM by a bomb attack in which six people were killed to this day. The explosion took place in the Dutch residence city of The Hague, the place from which Dutch is governed. Until today, new victims have been pulled out from under the rubble every day. The precision cause is not yet on the table, but it is increasingly certain that a terrorist attack was attacked. The sixth lifeless body was found in the basement of the building hit by the bombing, according to the Haaglanden Safety Region. The three-stored porch flat in the Mariahoeve district of The Hague contained five houses, so the explosion has nothing left standing. Fortunately, the number of wounded four found under the rubble was not too bad. Three of them had to be rushed to the hospital, while one person was slightly injured, this person was housed in a "shelter."

Who were the fatalities?

The identities of four of the fatalities found so far in the explosion are two men aged 31 and 45, a 41-year-old woman, and a young girl aged 17. The 31-year-old man is from Voorburg, the other man, the woman and the girl of only seventeen years old came from The Hague as far as is known. The police have not yet released anything about the fifth and sixth victims. As I mentioned earlier in this post, the exact cause of the disastrous explosion is not yet known. However, the entire Dutch police force is looking for a car, which would have driven away from the crash site "at high speed" just before the explosion. Queen Maxima and King Willem Alexander visited the crash site today. Earlier this day, the investigation team also announced that, according to some witnesses, first a small and

immediately after a large explosion was observed. There was also later talk about the fact that because of this explosion, a total of nineteen homes have now been declared uninhabitable. A wounded person who was pulled out from under the rubble twelve hours after the explosion turned out to be a very popular volunteer from the neighborhood.

Are there more victims under the rubble?

The search for possible further victims of this "cowardly" attack is still in full swing. This "search" is very dangerous for the many rescue workers because of the high risk of collapse of the affected buildings. The police do not yet want to release anything about the identity of the car that drove away at full speed in the attack. However, the police did announce that, according to earlier research they did in the affected neighborhood, and in the affected building, striking activities had been observed, more later.

Robert Jensen’s Comeback: Baudet on Automation and the Future

A television phenomenon from Dutch television history is making a comeback on the internet. Many stories are told about the time when almost every Dutch family would sit in front of the television in the evening with a cup of coffee or a beer. Think of names like Mies Bouman, Willem Duys, and Willem Ruis. These names may sound familiar to you as well, although in other countries they might be known by different names. But times change quickly, and that also applies to the things the average person spends their evenings doing. Around 1995, the internet started drawing many television viewers away from their TVs. Many of the presenters I mentioned earlier have since passed away or lost the battle to the internet, but a few managed to make the transition, or even stay active on both media.

Robert Jensen, former Veronica host, now hosts a podcast with controversial politician Thierry Baudet, discussing automation and the future.

On Saturday evening, I had the opportunity to attend the recording of one of these former television presenters, who has made the switch to the internet in a remarkably subtle way. Okay, he may be somewhat more controversial than many of his predecessors, and he is not always well-appreciated by everyone, but Robert Jensen – born in Denmark and trained in Canada as a radio and TV presenter – the man who once held an executive position at the renowned Dutch broadcaster Veronica, was recording his new podcast show in the TV studios in Almere for an attentive audience and the camera.

Together with his ever-hardworking assistant Niels, Robert produced yet another one of his fabulous shows, this time specially for the internet. As a special guest, Robert welcomed Thierry Baudet (born January 28, 1983), one of the most controversial politicians in the Netherlands, with whom he discussed the future of the world. Baudet tried to convince the audience of his vision, in which he predicted an even greater wave of automation. There were also audience members present who believed that Dutch legislation should be adjusted to better protect the citizens. However, Baudet saw little chance of these changes, as he argued that the Netherlands should adapt to the rest of the world. I wholeheartedly recommend that you watch this show. The website for his shows is Jensen.nl. In my opinion, it is the kind of program that everyone around the world should see and hear.